Life is piece of **** when you look at it...

[Herrmannek]

I'm in deep ****...
First:
And most urgent thing I failed studies this year. mainly because of my attitiude or rather lack of it this was long "agony" and my nerves are in pieces...additionaly everyone(parents, friends, uncles, grandma, neibourgs) tells me to start new ones to grade as master of science... but I realised I hate computer science as a whole. To be exact I graded ~bacalaureeate of arts(3 years long unviersity studies called here Licencjat) last year so starting completly new studies and trying luck in other direction maybe more interesting one by loosing next 3 to 5 years scares me to. Going to polish army also isn't solution until I will grade master. Going to work yes, after my last one I don't want to work under someone else with floating deadlines and work 24/7 because someone ****ed up whole thing etc. I try with my friend to start little hosting buissnes but this also doesn't look pink esspecialy first months.
Second:
My social life is **** not worth mentioning, my health is going straight downhill mainly by lack of movment and plenty of stress, I'm abstynent so drunking isn't solution, Girls maybe but I don't realy think I have any feel to engage in anything, bike is repaired and is waiting in garage for some impulse but impulse doesn't comes...


Tomorow I'm going to my "local" "technical school" MIT alike to ask if they wan't completly cuted from reality university student with not so good marks and motivation problems :)(God bless free education)...Knowing that if they will take me I will need to start almost from begining bcause of program differnces. If they will not take me I'll need to do something else but still don't know what...

So my question is anyone here had similiar problems and solved them?

and to end that crapy post part of the song with holds me still here
"Always look out the brigth site of life ta dam ta dam ta damm" :)

[1Cie GevGn]

Ended highschool, everyone was telling me to do something with computers at the university... I didn't want to, and the 5th of July I'm off to basic for the army. I'll let you know if it was the right thing to do in 5 years. :lol:

[California Joe]

Good Gawd Herman. I blame this forum. Sounds like you've hit a bit of a wall. I think everyone reaches that point sooner or later. You just have to ride it out and look for something that sparks your interest. There must be something. It really will get better you know. What are you looking at doing at the Technical School?

[Trigger]

Herman, as a member of the monkey clan you are not allowed to be depressed.
Get up from the computer, and go for a brisk walk or ride that bike. Forget this bullsh*t for a while.

*Gunny Highway voice*
Now fall out before I kick your ass off this f*ckin' planet! ;)

[Gringo]

Herman, as a member of the monkey clan you are not allowed to be depressed.
Get up from the computer, and go for a brisk walk or ride that bike. Forget this bullsh*t for a while.

*Gunny Highway voice*
Now fall out before I kick your ass off this f*ckin' planet! ;)

hire your own Gunny Highway, that'll get you motivated and if that doesn't work, Gunny Hartman.

[mobster]

Hang in there kid, life only gets tougher believe it or not so try and stay positive.

If you're a Janes Addiction fan don't read more...






Cuz they broke up.

[Herrmannek]

Good Gawd Herman. I blame this forum. Sounds like you've hit a bit of a wall. I think everyone reaches that point sooner or later. You just have to ride it out and look for something that sparks your interest. There must be something. It really will get better you know. What are you looking at doing at the Technical School?

Yup forum helped a little but wasn't crucial I'm guilty not forum :). AS for spark I forgot to say that I awaken to late so most of the interesting schols are full now and I'm also not suicidal most of my interests are financial dead ends or not perspective... Tomorow's try is also computer science but with little different profile maybe I will hold next 2-3 years. I also wanted to start Physics or Chemistry but my parents are chemists(mom even lectures on my University) and they says that direction isn perspective at all. As I said army also isn't solution here because of demands..You need to be master of science of special specialities(like linguist, psycho, electronic, or computer science) and I still don't meet that criteries... Also I have broad interest so nothig is sure hit..

[Herrmannek]

I'm going sleep it's 11pm here and I don't want to look like rag tomorow... Wish me luck or at least don't wish me bad :)

[Denat]

Kurwa stary are masz lipe kurwa współczuję ja pierdolę :|

Nie wiem jak jest w twoim przypadku ale wiem sam po sobie, że jak bym się nie opierdalał to bym wszystkie egzaminy zdawał w terminie, także weż się w garść.

Niedługo zauważysz pierwsze symptomy poprawy, ponieważ kiedy twój stan psychiczny osiągnie dno, po pewnym czasie będzie tak żle, że będzie mogło być już tylko lepiej.

[Herrmannek]

I'm known bottom breaker, there is no bottom I could not breake...ussualy with lots of noice and big headache :(

[molly747]

Get up from the computer, go out and be with people.

Oh, and if it makes you feel any better, whenever I read your posts, I hear Balki's voice from 'Perfect Strangers.' :D

[Haiw]

Here's some advice from a guy who's in a pretty craptastic situation as well: if you've got any real other choice, don't stop studying. Just starting to work on a regular job with hardly any education except high school won't really get you anywhere, and it'll send your mental state downhill pretty quick. The best thing you could do right now is, when you're not planning on going to the army, to just focus on studying. Whether you'll continue your current studies or choose a different study, just keep studying. Unless you've got a pretty good reason to, quiting won't turn out all that great. Besides, quiting studies will normally only send your social life down the drain even more.

[Maverick77]

join the polish army

[Flagg]

Hey Herm.....

Ahhhhh..sounds like me ohh soo many years ago.

I'm not going to blow sunshine up your butt crack to make you feel better....

But I will say that you've got heaps going for you:

You're young
You're intelligent
You're multi-lingual
You live in a part of the world likely to see heaps of positive changes in the coming decades...which means OPPORTUNITY

I'm a big believer in making your own luck through hard work and preparation...even if you don't know what exactly you want to do with your life, don't sweat it...it will come to you.......

But don't just sit on your ass and watch the world go by....get out and participate....READ & LEARN as much as you can about everything that interests you.....then when an opportunity comes by(it will) you better be ready to go

And some failure is OK too.....it builds character, just make sure you make the failure worthwile by learning from it and not repeating it

tick tock....

[memphiz]

Move to Canada and become a farmer, or work in the oil fields

[mocking_loudly_died]

Random killing spree.

[b.scheller]

Move to Canada and become a farmer, or work in the oil fields

i heard that the government of Saskatchewan is doing some sort of a insentive plan for farmers to come to Canada from Europe. So far English and German farmers have came, but I'm sure with the EU that Polish farmers wont have a problem. Although I'm sure it'll be hard at first...

[memphiz]

Move to Canada and become a farmer, or work in the oil fields

i heard that the government of Saskatchewan is doing some sort of a insentive plan for farmers to come to Canada from Europe. So far English and German farmers have came, but I'm sure with the EU that Polish farmers wont have a problem. Although I'm sure it'll be hard at first...
You can get like 30 acres of land and a house for $10,000 in Saskatchewan

[Herrmannek]

THanks guys
@ Haiw I'm little over highschool I think I'm bacalaureate of sumthing..I have passed 3 yeras of normal academic studies and 2 to 3 years left if I want to continue computer science and end with master degree. ... I'm just 23 years old guy with no fukkin idea what to do next...

as for farming in Canada.. I'm not farmer nor have proper education and noone from my family has similiar experience. Other options: Canada also likes masters with multi year work exerience and work deal in Australia already, knowing french is large PLUS, USA mostly likes lotterys, NZ like masters with multi year experience, work deal and money for first year... I'm proly going to stay here or go litle west if I will not be able to make living here.


@Airborne249
I can't join Polish army :), you can be conscripted after with you will spend in army only one year doing nothig, and maybe few additional years as contractor and then you will be fired defintely. This way isn't going to make you officer nor life's work esspecialy pay is ****... You can join(and go to academy) only when you have master degree from army needed specialities ussualy from technical schools rarely university ones. I'm not master still aslo If I will start new studies I could be to old to join army when I grade because of age limit...

I could do non qualified works, but that isn't a option, Esspecialy pay is **** 250$ a month.


I have little beter humor today so I shouldn't crack when I get next kick in the ass from life... woot

[memphiz]

as for farming in Canada.. I'm not farmer nor have proper education and noone from my family has similiar experience. Other options: Canada also likes masters with multi year work exerience and work deal in Australia already, knowing french is large PLUS, USA mostly likes lotterys, NZ like masters with multi year experience, work deal and money for first year... I'm proly going to stay here or go litle west if I will not be able to make living here.
My family immigrated from Poland to become farmers

[cut]

I'm in deep ****...
First:
And most urgent thing I failed studies this year. mainly because of my attitiude or rather lack of it this was long "agony" and my nerves are in pieces...additionaly everyone(parents, friends, uncles, grandma, neibourgs) tells me to start new ones to grade as master of science... but I realised I hate computer science as a whole. To be exact I graded ~bacalaureeate of arts(3 years long unviersity studies called here Licencjat) last year so starting completly new studies and trying luck in other direction maybe more interesting one by loosing next 3 to 5 years scares me to. Going to polish army also isn't solution until I will grade master. Going to work yes, after my last one I don't want to work under someone else with floating deadlines and work 24/7 because someone f*** up whole thing etc. I try with my friend to start little hosting buissnes but this also doesn't look pink esspecialy first months.
Second:
My social life is **** not worth mentioning, my health is going straight downhill mainly by lack of movment and plenty of stress, I'm abstynent so drunking isn't solution, Girls maybe but I don't realy think I have any feel to engage in anything, bike is repaired and is waiting in garage for some impulse but impulse doesn't comes...


Tomorow I'm going to my "local" "technical school" MIT alike to ask if they wan't completly cuted from reality university student with not so good marks and motivation problems :)(God bless free education)...Knowing that if they will take me I will need to start almost from begining bcause of program differnces. If they will not take me I'll need to do something else but still don't know what...

So my question is anyone here had similiar problems and solved them?

and to end that crapy post part of the song with holds me still here
"Always look out the brigth site of life ta dam ta dam ta damm" :)

I failed my studies too (laziness) ... retakes here I come!

[ßå$tĮТHÏ¿ð]

It cant be too bad, take it from me. I graduated young at the age of 17, after that I sat on my ass for 1 year and did sweet feck all. After that I decided I needed some money, I joined the "working world"...after a couple of jobs that were ****ty, I found something I liked.


And even if all else fails...you can see everything you own move to a tropical island and do sweet feck all...all day..every day. Ironically its always been a dream of mine, to be left alone to live my life without things like "bills" and "taxes", to wake up every morning and not have to worry about going to a job you dont like. To get some peace n quite, and live life the way it was ment to be lived.

[memphiz]

It cant be too bad, take it from me. I graduated young at the age of 17, after that I sat on my ass for 1 year and did sweet feck all. After that I decided I needed some money, I joined the "working world"...after a couple of jobs that were ****ty, I found something I liked.


And even if all else fails...you can see everything you own move to a tropical island and do sweet feck all...all day..every day. Ironically its always been a dream of mine, to be left alone to live my life without things like "bills" and "taxes", to wake up every morning and not have to worry about going to a job you dont like. To get some peace n quite, and live life the way it was ment to be lived.
Wait tilll your parents retire, ,and live with them

[Herrmannek]

Woman I had to talk yesterday put a notice that she is gone becuae of sumthing so I'm hanged to tuesday when she opens her office back. As for living with parents my uncle made his life that way so my parents are touchy at that part of familiy life :)

[mack pl]

Żeby niezwariowac musisz sie zacząć ruszać małpo :bash: Bieganie, siłka, albo ten twój pieprzony różowy rower ;)

A poza tym, nigdy nie ma tak żle, żeby nie mogło być gorzej ;) Weż sie w garść Herman, jutro też jest dzień ;) :D

Będe sie za Ciebie modlił...........ekhmm....tutaj przesadziłem......ale na pewno będe trzymał kciuki ;) :D

pozdro Herman :D

[tony6]

Hey-You can join the army as regular soldier: there will be 3000 contract soldiers more starting from july (new regulations to make army more professional). One year of training and You can go for a trip to Iraq do some sightseeing:)
(plus You can make pretty good money there:)

[Fintin]

i was flunking out so i just took the year off to figure out what i really wanted to do with school...going the route of being a history teacher wasnt going to work well...i hated kids in large groups...but yeah...i just took the year off relized i can still salvage most of my classes i have taken for history and just get a history degree...which turns out to be one of the most versitile degrees you can have...you can go into law school with one...buissness school...education...writer...politics...pritty much anything...it might be an option