Did I miss anything?
im ignoring the forever alone guy
@policia
aparently i fell in some elaborate trap set up by her best girlfriend quote and quote that hates my guts for making her fall inlove with me and for god knows why else, maybe shes a feminist bitch for all i care,
in short a third pary friend also a girl contacts me, we talk (faceyspacey), we decide to meet up so we can talk in person, we meet, we talk, we get out, she hugs me for goodbye (nothing wrong with that i figure and hug back), then she kisses me and while im still in shock and was able to partly mumble wtf was that she storms off,
not really a surprise there that emidiately someone saw us and best girlfriend in question obtains a priceless information that I went on a date behind my girls back, and even kissed and quote and quote didnt let her leave....
so, she tells her before i can (i tried, god is my witness i called her phone in panic trying to reach her before someone else does because i was 80% certain right there that this was orchestrated long ago and i fell for it like the emotional child that i really am...
so, its pointless to say that she wont believe a word that comes out of my mouth, and that i totaly screwed the best thing that happened to me since i was slapped on the ass when i came out in this world............
22
and i know what i will get talking about my personal shyte on the net, i just need to see people give an opinion so i dont go all gay and emo over this, im a strong character but this really hit me hard, i wont be able to work it out absolutely on my own.
You better do some investigating. Find out the truth. But most of all talk to the girl. You may be screwed all the way around.
LL, it's been bugging me for a while now... how old are you?
Yeah... Bristol, Tennessee, the birthplace of country music?
i was going to, it never occured to me that this could be such a cluster ****, i was going to tell her after that (yeah i know thats my ****ing problem from the begining and its all my fault really) but i never suspected that it would be anything else if not an innocent chat between two people. my ****in bad i guess..
and yeah i try to talk to her, i try to control myself and be apologetic and in the same time convincing, but she wont give me the time of day.
i guess its not all that bad, she atleast answers to my texts, sort of, sometimes.... its has been 2 days since, and i try to act normal, nobody knows about it, so i guess if noone asks if somethings wrong im doing fine, but when im alone the pain and desperation is very strong
So you're about 80, eh? I thought so, senile and perverted.