I made an extremely tough but necessary decision a while ago. And now I am second-guessing myself. It sucks.
- Cut my hand open with an axe
- Just went for a "fun" little pack march up a fire trail
- I'm as sick as ****
- It's Monday tomorrow
Last edited by steyr_88; 05-06-2012 at 06:55 AM.
I made an extremely tough but necessary decision a while ago. And now I am second-guessing myself. It sucks.
Retards trying to join the Parachute Regiment when they are not fit enough.
I have to do a Fitness Day, Pre Selection , Insight corse THEN ADSC (selection) im fit as ****! Why can't i just go to ADSC!!!!
! I have to all that **** because of people failing.
Which means i probs wont start my training till next year brilliant when you don't have a job.
On the bright side least i will have a few weekends away and it can only improve my fitness.
Having a presentation today (2 p.m.) at university and figured only now out, that one of my partners screwed up his work. We parted the work and while I was responsible for the powerpoint presentation, he should copy and print all the sources we use. Now one important source is missing (exactly for my part of the presentation) and I have to run to the university, find the source, copy it, connect the latin text with a German translation, print it about 50 times and all while actually being ill.
Actually, no one but myself is to blame, because I could and should have doubled checked and micromanaged the work of my partners to ensure the presentation is up to the standards. Occasionally I ****ing hate teamwork, especially if you have to rely on the competence of your co-workers
Edit: God, I really love the guys who invented the Perseus project. They saved my ass again, if I ever meet one of them, I'd gladly buy him/her a beer or two. Got my Greek source, got a German translation and now only need to print it for the class. Still want to beat the crap out of my co-worker, though
Last edited by Astaran; 05-10-2012 at 04:36 AM.
Not enough about my cancer, I learned today my Dad have it too.
And My mother has died by cancer too 8 years ago.
Miscarriage.
My wife had an ultrasound last week. They saw the fetus, but no heartbeat. We had to wait till yesterday to do it all over again. Heartbeat doesn't start till around 6 weeks. They though maybe we counted wrong. We go in yesterday, and there is heartbeat, but it's not fast enough. Only 99 BPM, where it should be anywhere between 120-160. The doc tells us that we have to come back next week, and do it all over again. It's been tearing at our relationship. I don't know what to feel. The fetus was 5,5mm yesterday. So small, yet the heart is beating, and I can see it on the ultrasound. It is my child, but is it a child yet? All these discussions people are having about when life starts, what is a baby, what is not. All that flashed through my mind yesterday. It is so simple to have an opinion about that, when it's not happening to you. When you are on the spot, the decision is sooo much more difficult.
This morning my wife wakes me up, and tells me there is bleeding. I guess the body has rejected the pregnancy. I don't know. We'll have to wait till next Wednesday to find out. Maybe it's better this way. The doc said that the body will "know" if there are issues with the fetus. I think it's better this way, than to find out later that there are severe deformations, or something else. This way the decision was taken out of our hands. I guess that is the silver lining on this one.
We'll try again. Fo sho.
@Climber
Sorry dude. That sucks.
i hate the fact that i might lose my gf, cuz of a fight!
Sorry to hear that man. Hopefully they've caught it early enough to stop it?
And very sorry to hear about the loss of your mother.
Sorry to hear about that. Hopefully things come around for you and your wife. Life seems to work in funny ways.
the fact that me and my gf broke up, but it's not a total loss we ended the relationship on good terms but it still sucks